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Being reflective

The first month of school has flown by, and the year is off to a good start.  I am loving my classes.  It’s exciting this year because I am teaching some new courses (Statistics & Economics) and teaching a course online.

There has been some stress too – this is our first year with the new evaluation system for teachers, and it is definitely overwhelming.  I am sure it will be easier once we are all used to it, but for now, it’s a huge change, there are so many forms, and there are so many questions.  I guess every new process has its hiccups.

While the beginning of the school year has been a lot of work, I always want to make time to learn more about things I am interested in outside of school.  Recently, my husband and I have been taking a class that our town’s police department offers, the Citizens Police Academy.  It has been very interesting, learning more about our town.

Last night was the taser demonstration.  I couldn’t believe how loud the “bang” was!  But even more surprising was the fact that the two guys who volunteered to get “tased” were fine five minutes later – who knew the effects could wear off so quickly!

The officers who put on this class are really great, and they have all kinds of stories.  What most interested me, as a teacher, was that more than one officer talked about reflecting on incidents they were involved in and thinking about ways they could have handled the situation better.

I can see how being reflective is important for them in their jobs.  Although police officers have a much harder job than I do, our jobs have that in common.  I generally think this is a strength for me, that I often think about how I taught a particular lesson or handled a certain situation, and I think about what I did well and what I could have done better.

It’s probably true of many jobs, and true in life, that if we all could reflect on our actions more often, we would become better at what we do.  Reflecting on our actions is something we probably could all stand to do more often.


Goodbye summer!

As August comes to an end, I am getting ready to say good-bye to summer.  I think most people wait to bid summer farewell until after Labor Day, but for me, saying hello to the beginning of the school year also means saying good-bye to summer.

I love teaching, and I am looking forward to new students and teaching some new courses.  In terms of school, I have some exciting things to look forward to.  I am teaching AP Statistics for the first time.  I am teaching my first online class, AP Economics – my first online teaching experience and my first time teaching this topic.  I am also mentoring a new teacher for the first time.  In my seventh year of teaching, it is a year of many firsts.

Every year, on the first day of school, we have a welcome back breakfast.  Teachers meet and mingle and re-acquaint themselves with each other.  Every year, someone will say that this is one of the special things about our profession, that we have this yearly opportunity for a fresh start.  New students, new pencils, and shiny clean floors remind us of this new beginning.

I am looking forward to school, but I will miss summer.  So I wanted to take a moment to say good-bye to some of the things I love about vacation:

Good bye to waking up whenever I choose.  Good bye to morning runs, morning yoga classes, and morning Zumba classes.  Good bye to afternoon conversations with my husband during breaks from his home office.  Good bye to lunch time walks with the dogs.  Good bye to 2:00 appointments with the residents of Port Charles.

Ok, I’ve said my good-byes – I think I am ready to start!

Reflections on why I teach

Last week, during school vacation, I had the opportunity to go back to my old college and speak with students about careers in teaching.  I went to a business school, so my path to teaching was non-traditional – this would probably be the case with these students as well.  Leading up to the day, I was very excited about visiting, and it was fun to be back, to remember how pretty the campus is, and how much I enjoyed my experience there.

The students I spoke to had a lot of questions, but one I found myself thinking about on my way home was about the pay difference between my previous career and this one.  Prior to teaching, I was a mortgage underwriter.  With six years of teaching experience, I now make as much as I did when I left my previous job – in other words, it took me this long to do it.  When I told the students the number, many of the students made some very interesting faces.  In truth, many of them could make what I do now right out of college if they decided to do something else, and they know it.

I thought about their reactions, but the truth is, for me, it doesn’t matter that much to me.  Doesn’t it reflect on us as teachers that most of us do what we do, and not for the money?

Because really, there were two questions that stuck with me.  One was about the pay – the other was: would I ever want to go back to my previous career?  My answer: absolutely not.

Because I love my job.  I love that my job has a purpose that it meaningful to me.  I really enjoy my students.  And I really appreciate how my job challenges me in different ways every day.

I know there are certain kinds of people who find money a huge motivator in their careers.  And although it is odd, considering I did  go to a business school, I just am not that way.  Do I ever wish I made more money?  Sure – but not enough to leave a career that really matters to me.

Even with all the difficulties we face in our careers, I am sure most teachers would agree.

How could Zumba make me a better teacher?

In an effort to take better care of ourselves, my husband and I recently joined a gym.  It’s a pretty standard gym, and they have some classes.  Originally I didn’t think I would take any of them, I figured I would just use the treadmill and weight machines, but then a few weeks ago I thought I would give the Zumba class a try.

Let me point out – I am not coordinated.  I can’t even clap along with the beat at a concert without watching other people.  And I definitely can’t dance.  It’s a little sad, actually.

I guess I avoid dancing like some kids avoid homework.

But I do tell my students that it’s good to push yourself out of your comfort zone from time to time, and to try new things, and to not be afraid to fail.  So I figured I would try it.

The first time I went, I was not great.  But the instructor did say, “There’s no wrong moves, as long as you’re moving” – so I took her at her word.  Partway through the class, I wondered if I was feeling what my kids sometimes feel, like I was not quite getting it.  But I looked around, and I certainly wasn’t the only one messing up, so I kept going.

And  I went back.  And  I will continue to go back.  Each time I go, I feel like it does get easier.  I am still not great, but I get better, and I am having more fun.

I think it helps me relate to my students better.  Most dance-type situations do not come easily to me – I get self-conscious, I make mistakes.  I am sure some of my students feel like this sometimes, and I have been trying to remember this feeling when I have students that are stuck or frustrated or want to quit on a problem.  I hope this increased empathy on my part helps me be better able to help them, and helps me remember to keep telling them that it’s ok to try and it’s ok to make a mistake – just keep trying!

Students protest standardized testing

Kids don’t like taking tests.

I know, shocking.

More specifically, students do not like high stakes standardized tests, and they are letting us know.

In Seattle, teachers have refused to administer a school district’s standardized test, and students and parents seem to support this.  At Garfield High School in Seattle, “…Garfield teachers had the support of the PTSA, and many parents chose to opt their children out of the tests or keep them home when administrators forced the school to administer the tests.” (see Huffington Post).

In Providence, students dressed up as zombies to protest standardized testing.  There’s a nice article on this in the Washington Post with a video of the Providence student protest.  This article also includes an interview with a student in Oregon, Alexia Garcia, who is helping to organize an opt-out campaign.  There was one part of this interview that stuck out to me:

I am a senior in high school, and I’ve been taking standardized tests ever since 2nd grade or 3rd grade. I remember really stressing out over the tests as an elementary and middle school student. There is a lot of pressure put on students to do well on them. Teachers would do practice tests with us and teach us techniques to doing well on the test…. Once I started high school I realized that these tests were not actually as important as they are made out to be, in that they were not related to the class, but simply an additional state requirement. The material on the tests was not relevant to what I had been learning in class. Also, teachers would have to stop mid-unit to administer the tests, that was something that really frustrated me as a student. We would be learning something actually interesting, then have to take a day or two off to test.

I added in the bolding, just to point out what part specifically got me thinking.

By the way, you should go back and read the whole article, it is impressive how thoughtful and well-constructed her comments are.

As a teacher, I can share some of this feeling.  Being in the middle of a unit, having the students starting to really “get it,” then losing them for a few days, feels like such a loss of momentum.

As a teacher, I also feel bad for students who are tested so often.  When I was a student, there was not nearly as much testing, and I sometimes wonder how I would have felt if I was in their shoes.  Would I have enjoyed school as much?  Would I have learned as much?  Would I have been as engaged?

To think of kids taking tests every year, from the 2nd or 3rd grade up to high school, seems kind of crazy to me.  It’s just a lot.  I’m not against testing altogether, but maybe now it’s too often.  And for kids to come to a point where they realize that it “doesn’t matter” for them must be so frustrating.

In a way, I am surprised that it has taken this long for students and parents to say “enough.”

What a hockey game!

On the last two Thursdays, I had the opportunity to attend a class about statistics and sports through a program called Teachers as Scholars. It was a great class, and it gave me some ideas of things I could incorporate in my classes to try to make things more real and interesting for the kids.

When I came back to school after the first class, I told one of my Pre-Calculus classes a little about what I had learned. Specifically, because I have a few students who share my love of the Bruins, I told them about this hockey example. Apparently, based on some probability modeling, when you are trying to get that last goal to tie up the game and then hopefully have a chance of winning, you are better off pulling the goalie with five or six minutes left in the game, versus the common practice of a minute or maybe a minute and a half. You are more likely to get that goal with five minutes instead of only one. I told my students I hoped to have more insight as to why after my second session.

The second class was this past Thursday, but with the storm over the weekend, today was the first day since the class that I saw these students. When I started to explain the probability modeling behind this conjecture, one of my students excitedly asked if I saw the Bruins game last night.

No, unfortunately, I missed it.

Well, apparently, the Bruins pulled their goalie with about two and half minutes left, and my kids were so excited that what I told them seemed to have worked. In those two minutes, the Bruins were able to make the two goals needed to tie up the game.

Ok, so they ended up losing, but hey, probability worked!

I’ll let you in on a little secret…

I might be a little weird for a teacher, but I hate grades.

In fact, as much as I am enjoying writing this blog, I have not written in almost two weeks because the second term was ending, we had mid-year exams, and all those grades to do.

It’s not just the actual grading of papers I dislike, although that really is my least favorite part of my job.

I just hate grades.

I know, I know, how do you “measure student progress” without grades.  I get it.  I understand that grades may be a necessary evil.

But I still don’t like them.

Let me explain.

I feel like so many students care more about their grades than about actually learning.  They are not learning for the joy of it, they are learning so they can get decent grades.  Don’t get me wrong, I think it’s great when kids are conscientious, but sometimes I feel like the concern over the grade gets in the way of what should be the excitement of learning new things.

Do good grades make a good student?  I guess so.

Do good grades mean you are smart?  Maybe, maybe not.  I guess it depends on how you define smart.

Does getting good grades mean you are a creative problem solver?  Maybe, but maybe not.

Aren’t we supposed to be fostering a life-long love of learning in our students?  I think so.  But sometimes I feel like grades get in the way of that.

Like I said, I get that we need some way to measure what students know, I just worry sometimes.  I worry about students who take their grades as a value judgement of themselves.

I have this great class of Calculus students, kids who have always been in AP and honors classes and have always gotten great grades.  We had a conversation about what would happen if they were to get a B in the class – oh my!  The consensus was that this would be tragic.  But, I argued, Calculus is difficult, and it could happen – and it would be ok.  Because even if some of those students actually got a B, they all were working hard and learning some really difficult concepts.  They were making connections to things they have learned in previous years in math and to things they have done in other classes.  Isn’t that more valuable?

I also worry about the kids that typically do not get great grades.  This has been the case for some of my Algebra 1 students.  The sad thing is, some of these kids, with really great potential, let the bad grades they got in the past define what kind of student they are today.  They don’t want to try because they have failed in the past, which sets them up for more failure, which becomes a very sad cycle.

I know we probably will never do away with grades.  I would never even suggest it, I get why we need them, even though I really don’t like them.  I just think it’s important to find ways to show kids that the experience, the struggle, and the joy of working and learning and mastering something difficult is as important as the grade on the report card.

“Guess what we figured out yesterday?”

I teach Calculus this year to this really great group of kids. It’s a very small class, only 9 students, and they are so eager to learn and work really hard.

They have their mid-year exams this week, so I know most of them spent a good part of the weekend preparing for it. When my students came in today, a group of three girls in the front had these big grins on their faces. One of them said, “Guess what we figured out this weekend?” She seemed very excited.

“What did you guys figure out?”

“Well, we were studying yesterday, and we figured out that if you take the integral of the circumference formula, you get the formula for area of a circle – and that makes sense because the integral gives you the area under the curve.”

“Are you serious?” I said it with all the amazement I could, and I have to say, I was thrilled.

Another of these girls wondered why we don’t teach these formulas this way. I explained that the idea of the integral is a big concept for a sixth or seventh grader, and that’s probably the reason. I also reminded them, especially the students I had last year, that sometimes they ask me about why we are doing something or what it connects to, and I find myself giving vague explanations and promising them that it does connect to something they will see. I ask them to trust me, and usually they do.

I also pointed out that, if I had told them this a long time ago, they never would have had that moment of making that connection on their own. I would never want to take that away from them. I remember these moments myself, as a student, when I would make these kinds of connections. It made me feel pretty brilliant, I must admit. The fact that these students made this connection to something they learned a long time ago was only beat out by the fact that they were so excited that they made this connection on their own. What more could a teacher ask for?

A Good Day for Innovation

I recently read a post on the site “Good” about a school in the U.K. where a teacher organized what he called an “Innovation Day.”  Students were given a full school day to work on any project of their choice – the only real requirement was that they needed to present their project at the end of the day.  Students worked on a variety of projects, “…they made everything from art related projects like album covers and Manga to more tech oriented projects like a remote control car and rockets.”

The full post from “Good” can be found here:

“Good” links to a post on the Guardian’s site by the teacher who ran the project which can be found here:

Matthew Bebbington, the teacher who came up with the project, says he got the idea from something Google does – the give their employees free time to work on anything they want, and apparently, this is where the idea of gmail came from.  I didn’t know this, but 3M does this as well, and this is how the idea for the Post-it note was born.  Pretty amazing!

The students involved in this experiment were ages 11-15.  Bebbington reports that students worked steadily throughout the day, were fully engaged, and collaborated well with each other.  He credits this to the fact that students designed their own learning.  They had the freedom to try things, and even to fail, since their projects were not graded. Since they had to present this projects, students were motivated to create something really great.

Bebbington advocates that this be something schools do once a week.  However, he does acknowledge that, with the amount of curriculum a teacher needs to cover, this would be very difficult.

Although doing exactly this would be difficult, this does make me think about how I could work in something like this.  Could I allow students to design their own projects at the end of a unit?  What would they come up with if I gave them the freedom to find some authentic way for demonstrating the skills they learned?

Math class makeover

I watched a video today that made me think about how I teach problem solving to my students.  It was a TED talk with a math teacher named Dan Meyer.  In this video, Dan talks about the kind of students we want to create. We want students to be good problem solvers, and we want them to be able to solve not only the kind of problems they might see in a book, but also the kind of problems they might actually encounter in real life.

When I go into school tomorrow, I plan on teaching my Pre-Cal students about solving trig word problems, and I am thinking about how I might re-work the way I present these problems in a way this fits more with what Dan was saying in this video.

You should take a minute to watch it, it’s really very interesting.

Math Class Needs a Makeover